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by ~lifeindecember

I know, I don't know.I know that you have to feel pain to appreciate life. I know that you have to live your life to learn. I know that I love to learn new things. I know that love doesn't always feel good, and that being hurt isn't always bad. I know that sometimes you hurt the people you love , no matter how hard you try not to. I know that sometimes the people you love hurt you, no matter how hard they try not to.
I don't know why I have mood swings. I don't know how to speak Russian. I don't know how to do vector calculus. I don't know the square root of pi. I don't know why people fall in lov I know, I don't know.
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My old heart.I have an old-man knee and an old-man heart. I can't keep getting up.
I'm gonna fall soon and break my hip and that'll be it. My old heart.
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shit.you were not who I wanted. you did not stay up late and talk to me and smile for me and need me. you were not there, you were not sober, you were not real. you did not give me butterflies everytime those damn eyes looked into mine. only lust. you were not what I expected. you did not caress me or hold me or touch me or feel me. you were not it, you were not him, you were not him. you did not make me crave all of who you were. only what you did. you were not who I thought. you did not send me flowers or give me chocolates or hold my hand. you were not enough, you were not shit.
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Mother Nature
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You Don't Know MeOnce there was girl who called herself M.. M was nice and quiet and shy. She never did anything wrong.
Then she met college.. And she became Em. Loud and obnoxioius and high. On dope and anexia and lies.
Drinking and sex and pills galore. Why had she ever been M before? When Em is so much more fun and life holds so much more.
More pleasure and stuff. More boys and more boys. And more boys.

Hating. Cheating. Let's get drunk and have some sex and smoke some dope and then get drunk again. &nbs You Don't Know Me
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Try as I might....

Everything is so far away. My future, my dreams, my past, my nightmares. My happiness, my vacations, my sadness, my career.
My life is just beginning, but it's already over. My life is ended, but it hasn't started yet.
Try as I might, I just can't get the hang of this.
My future eludes me, my past follows me like an afternoon shadow. As the sun goes down, I chase down one, only to run from the other.
My dreams are broken, my nightmares haunt me. When I'm asleep, darkness haunts me. When I'm awake, I live the dream.
My happiness is out there, my sadness is all a

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Writing again.

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 16, 2009, 12:04 AM

A lot of things have been shaken up in my life lately.

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Check out my blog if you want a little more in depth on that.

Anyway, I've finally started writing again for the first time in almost two years. I'm enjoying it. I have my friend Madeline to thank, and if you like my writing then so do you. so get to it. She shared a short story with me which was amazing. I was quite flattered to find something I'd said to her as the last line of the story. It's a great story and I'm incredibly flattered to be even a small part of it.

"My life? Just a series of unfinished stories."

What I actually had said to her was that I felt my life was a series of unfinished stories. It's true. I honestly feel like that. I have a lot of interests, I try a lot of things but there is one constant. I rarely finish anything. I feel like lately I've been in a 'drama' story, a 'breakup' story, a 'good friends' story and a 'getting to know old friends better' story. The last is the best so far.

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Mood: Artistic
Listening to: Vanilla Twilight - Owl City
Reading: Unfinished Stories - Madeline Pintar
Watching: House M.D. - Season 5
Playing: The Bigs
Eating: Not much lately.
Drinking: More water than usual.

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Current Residence: Houghton, MI
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Large
Interests: Filmmaking, writing, comics, music, video games, photography.
Favourite movie: Disney's Robin Hood
Favourite band or musician: Motion City Soundtrack
Favourite genre of music: Anything that's not 'Classic' Rock.
Favourite style of art: Film and open poetry are both amazing.
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: iPod Video [60GB]
Favourite gaming platform: XBox 360
Personal Quote: We're in this shitpile together. Find someone who smells good to stand next to.
Tools of the Trade: My range of emotions, life experiences, insomnia and the illusion of wit.